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It's strange. I'm really quite a visual person, but I focus so heavily on the words. I think part of it is that the challenge of translating a gesture, or a thought, or a memory, into words makes it more real. I reify as I write.
But that means there's always a bit of the idea that's lost in translation, the ineffable bit of it.
So right now when I feel like felt torn apart, I know exactly what I mean, but there's no way that you can without having my thoughts. But if I write that it feels like tearing, like extracting fibers that are inextricably bonded, then maybe you get a bit of an idea. But the colors are washed out. There's this great mass in my head that will never find voice.
I keep trying, though. Maybe someday someone will understand exactly (even if it's in eighty-five years and I'm long dead and the person thinks s/he's insane for thinking that they get it). For that hope, I keep writing.
(This will be cross-posted because it's a bit more personal than a typical dA entry...for me at least.)
But that means there's always a bit of the idea that's lost in translation, the ineffable bit of it.
So right now when I feel like felt torn apart, I know exactly what I mean, but there's no way that you can without having my thoughts. But if I write that it feels like tearing, like extracting fibers that are inextricably bonded, then maybe you get a bit of an idea. But the colors are washed out. There's this great mass in my head that will never find voice.
I keep trying, though. Maybe someday someone will understand exactly (even if it's in eighty-five years and I'm long dead and the person thinks s/he's insane for thinking that they get it). For that hope, I keep writing.
(This will be cross-posted because it's a bit more personal than a typical dA entry...for me at least.)
Doop doop doooop.
Went to an independent comics fair like last week. It was pretty sweet. I like that world, even if I can't draw for shit.
I need to get back into writing. There are things in my head that want out.
So uh, I manage to update pretty regularly
When it's Dean's Date...>_< Damn.
Got 5/42 pages so far. OH FUCK. And fewer than 24 hours in which to do it. :] I love Dean's Date.
(Edited at 4:58 a.m. now at 12/42, 12 hours to go. *_*)
(Edited again at 0:47 a.m. on May 12. Finished. In another 12 hours I'll be done with the second day of Comps and that will be the last thing I have to do in terms of academic work. College will be over. Academically.)
January Update
January is a sucky month because of reading period and finals. I've got 3 papers and 3 exams. =_=''
And I haven't been writing for class. Just blog and random scraps that I pretend are art.
Meh
Doing this instead of doing work. Welcome to my life.
By the way, I love X Japan. And I think I'm sick. *sniffle*
School takes so much out of me. I'm tired all the fucking time.
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